B - b - blinded by the starlight;

Pita was just about to study AND THEN bumped to from G's to gents weekend marathon! Why can't I do anything anymore these days?. I would soon though, because I don't think I'll be catching any sleep tonight. I mean, with all that sleep I gotten, know what I'm saying, psssssh ( creepa's ) Besides I want to talk to loveX at dawn :D

Calls kept on running like a tap today. Cellphone is on sleepmode currently. Low battery and I'm on save-the-world use-less-electricity strike. Met ahkong in the morn to get love sent by mummy. Had subway for lunch while confirming my future's path, rofl. Who wouldn't want one-foot long sandwich just for ten bucks? O I would want that, ye :D

Cotton on is the freaking sex cansssssssss. It makes me happy at least, lol. Nevermind the money I spent, I'm spoiled remember (: O, suddenly I have 400 already in my hand. Cool is not it? Literally money fell from sky ( read: dad ) somebody accompany me to IT FAIR caaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan! PLEASEEEEEE.xxxxxx! okay getting rather nonsensical already. Bye now!

[ Obamamaman ]

Wanted to blog yesterday but I was too tired and it was such an urge to sleep immediately so I could wake up in time for school. Fat hope, though. Sometimes I think I'm that hopeless, I'm even thinking to give away that wishful thinking to save up for a camera. Then again, I'm only a human.

Woke up at noon because the noisy mizi's so-bloody-late wake-up call. Hahaha. Rot around the house till I decided to go on treadmill. Not much of an achievement, but heyyyyy now I deserve that jeans vest *evil laughs. I should be studying my construction now, but ever since I started typing this , which was an hour ago, I am still hooked on lookbook/sgfleamarket. Mygee; Im such a pita.

And just when you thought youre no good;

You amused me, how nonchalant ;

It always entertains me to stumble to a picturesque blog plus good words. Provided, of course, they are good pictures, good words. They motivate me to be a better blogger than who I averagely am on most days. That's why I like blogging in times like these. I have so many inspirations to start with. When I type good words with a surreal quantity, it makes me happy. -mathers been there to see them my ability :D

Wanted to finish up my construction tonight but I have not gotten any spirit. And I don't think you'll be hearing any soon from it because it's 9 minutes past midnight. I just confirmed my jayjays dress & denim vest. Which by the way, would be my last for the next a month, or so. Want to know why ? Do you

BECAUSE IT FAIR WOULD ROCK YOUR ASS ON 12TH MARCH! muahahaha. And I decided to take an action, for real now, to fulfill my long-time lust/want/need to get pitaself * drum roll please* a camera. I know I know; I been yapping about this since this space's created. But I really do hope this one would come true. I will start saving up from tomorrow! Anything for camera baybay :D

Me likey the photo above. buaibuai now;
I'm going to bug mizi to talk me to sleep.

po-poker face;

Chinese new year was good was alright. Onoooooooo, the long weekend is ending soon and all I been doing is spending money! Which is not good, because I just burnt my hole spending money I don't have on my stupid ( but I like ) hair! Bloody shit, I just spent more on dolling myself up. WHEN I AM.NOT.SUPPOSED.TO! shit shit shit. I shall complete law today to compensate all these.

Caught bride wars with sister earlier today. Niiiiicceexxxxsss! Went over to forever 21 and bought

And I'm thinking to buy slouchy shirts like this in different colour since it's only costing me 13 bucks! O shit man, I'm such a spendthrift. Hawhawhaw. Oh well, Shopping is a cheaper psychiatrist. :D

Watched chipmunks yesterday. ZOMGSOCUTEXXXSSS! Can tarmizi be theodore, hawhawhaw, so I don't have to buy myself another hamster to bully and ending up throwing it. Okay la now, I have to get going to study law!

[ Been a year, been a while my darling ]


" Will you love me tomorrow morning? "
" Uhhuh, as usual (: "

The past few days been a heavy downpour. Never felt so low, never felt so alone.
But I love my boyfriend / bestfriend equals tarmizi.
Dontcha wish your boyfriend is like mine? :D
I want a camera! BUYFORMECANPLEASEXXXXXXXX.
shall make a post of my lust items!
can't wait for date on tuesday ! bye!

Are you reading this ?

It's not true, is not it ? Because when it gets hard, nobody sticks to the old tradition no more. Stubborn with easy way out as the option. But sometimes the new habit, the new routine is not always better than the good ol' tradition, don't you think ? And, when it's not better, when it's not making your life easier, you have the right to demand a pragmatic adjusment, no?

Because we swore upon our blood and soul that we'll exist till end decides to take its' course. And when you say things that prosaic, How could I not believe you with the whole of my life on it? Nobody likes to walk alone in this planet, no not even you. And I know that by heart. We could do better than this, do you know ? Well, I'm letting you know now that we could. If only we try
If we wouldn't, I have to start facing the world alone. And that's okay, that's alright. Because I have no choice. You think you didn't have a choice. Oh well. Life's like this. People say things beyond them every second.

And it is okay to be overly sensitive. Shut up.

I'm so tired. I'm so fucking tired. Yes, I am that tired. It's not just about school probably; It's all about this whole thing, this whole living thing that is too overrated sometimes. So much so, when you're not having a life you'll wonder whether you're doing the right thing by sleeping your times away. Do you know what I mean? What I'm saying is; I'm lethargic. Of all the emotions I have to liberate each second eventhough I don't want to.

And most of all, I'm sick of everyone concentrating too much on their lives, they are too busy to reply smses or calls that symbolise nothing more than hey I miss you. But what a girl to do really. Everyone got their own dreams. I'm dead beat. Bloody hell, life sucks. I wish I can quit. Jesus Christ, what am I talking.

Bye.

MOSHIMOSHI BAYBEH ( s) ! It's the start of what seemed would be a long weekend! LET'S ALL BE HAPPY FOR CNY! :D

Bumped to my friends ( yes, I actually do have friends hahhaha ) at orchard. Cool eh, I thought I don't have any, rofl. Oh well. ANYWAY, I shall make home a living hell for the stupid slow ass who was so nuts we had to go home early from town. TSK! one time okay, many times irritating. I shall conquer lappie till 9, MUAHAHAHAHA.

I could not get any zipper bustier tube from any online ljs, and I gotten this instead

and fringe sandals and many many belts. ME LIKEY! shall wait for mizi now, buhbye!

Haha is always there whenever Peter competes, where art Peter ? Peter is a mean mean guy-pet. Ziiiiiiiii, teach your pet better la. hahahaha. Yes, I know, we are of level 21 yoll :D

• CS REPORT
• GEMS
• BS
• ECT&P

Tell me, who's the man now? I should get going ! Shall toss a coin for chinese later, and call Hailey again! hahhahhaha. love ya!

As much as I should stop shopping regularly often, I can't do it. I did try to do so, but I can't hold the itch to look at the wonder of life, and there's no problem to that, is not it ? Because I'm still okay, I'm still alright . And I just stopped myself from cottononbody-spreeing. I'm in no mood to be happy nor excited right now, It's 5:28 in the morning on a 21st, and I been up since 3 to do my constructions and report. Shit man, there are a lot of things that due this week. Bloody hell, I'm dead beat everytime I reach home. Knocking off as early as birds. Shit man, what a life.

Despite that, school has been so much fun with the usual two. Watched molly yesterday, yes we semangat ah. HAHAHAHA, that just made no sense but oh well, I gotta go. CNY coming, I need a new book hence the library later after school, I need fresh things to look at hence the shopping/window shopping this weekend. 'fore that, I miss girlfriends. Bye now.

Today was unproductive in a way. Did not manage to do anything I planned to do, but there's still 5 more hours to go till midnight so I'm alright, I'm okay. Accompanied cindy to get her marching boots and found cute stuffs on the way getting there. Managed to resist temptations to buy them useless stuffs and succeeded in going home with just a coin bank. Tell me now, who's your home girl?:D

The first donator to my coin bank, letting me win eventhough you gotten the trophy first, showing off without any shame your hairstyle that I did and for being the sweetest boyfriend in the whole of my wide world; Let's rock the world together :)

My baby, he don't talk sweet; He ain't got much to say
But he loves me, loves me, loves me; I know that he loves me anyway
And maybe he don't dress fine; But I don't really mind
Cuz every time he pulls me near; I just wanna cheer

Let's hear it for the boy
Let's give the boy a hand
Let's hear it for my baby

You know you gotta understand; Whoa, maybe he's no Romeo
But he's lovin' one-man show; Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa
Let's hear it for the boy; Rusty, Ariel, Irene and Doreen

My baby may not be rich; He's watching every dime
But he loves me, loves me, loves me; And we always have a real good time
And maybe he sings off key; But that's alright by me
Cuz what he does he does so well; Makes me wanna yell

Let's hear it for the boy
Let's give the boy a hand
Let's hear it for my baby

You know you gotta understand; Maybe he's no Romeo
But he's my lovin' one-man show; Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa
Let's hear it for the boy
Maybe he's no Casanova; Still his kisses bowl me ov-ah!

Let's hear it for the boy
Let's give the boy a hand
Let's hear it for my baby

You know you gotta understand; Oh, he don't score at Bowl-A-Rama
Still, you gotta thank his Mama; Whoa, whoa whoa whoa
Let's hear it for the boy
Hear it for my man; Let's hear it for my baby



I know I ain't got no package of a miss universe, perfect with her bod and personality to die for. But, I'm loving you unconditionly. When you seek for me when time gets hard, I know I can't help to solve anything, but I hope you know I'm glad you did. Because I feel like on top of everest when it's me you looked for, both when you just want to say someone said that your hair is dope or even when you don't feel like talking because the whole world seems to be at its' meanest. I'm here, here for you. I love you (:

I like how people around me have influences over me thus whatever I am doing reflects on how they cast an impact on my life. Where I am standing today is thousands, no scratch that, millions miles away of where I was two or three years back. And I'm transparently proud of it.

After getting a big hit from the cadd re-test, and getting over it because I've come across the fact that I have nobody to blame but myself. But, I could be better.And since yesterday, I've planted seeds that I shall be better for this upcoming test, uhhuh. This year resolution is to be a better person, remember? I'm still working on that (:

Today started good with american idol on ( cable re-connected yesterday ), and cereal and favourite boy in the whole wide world on the line. & I'm with haha now, getting lil bit dull but that's okay. I shall ask my maid to make me a mango juice. Oral test later on, and then shall bury myself in Construction's tutorial. Uhhuh, can't wait to see girlfriends in school. shall sms girlfriends to lepak this weekend at europe, hahahaha. Miss miss miss chu can :D

Love ya, love world, love life, love God (:

Today was shit, both in a good and bad way.

• Cadd test was a fucking serial killer; I hate to fail more than anything.
• I almost lost my ez-link
• fell down twice
• pervertic elderly
• cashless

• Anisah and yiling are back ( me got hug :D )
• A good samaritan returned my ez-link on my way going all the way back to fc 1 to find it
• it was fun with the girls, like always
• presentation's over
• cadd test's over
  

Have you ever felt literally like the skull of your head is being squeezed with all the airborne words in your own mind? This is sick. Who would have known that what supposedly supposed to be a chilaxing day could turn out to be a disaster even just from the look of it. Motherfucker. I hate inconsistency and indefinite issues. Sigh; It's okay, everything would be and shall be alright. I'm going to read my scrip and my cadd notes for the very last time. I'm hating, my friend, totally am. Rawr

For the disappointment and anger I've put you through and still having you admiring me, I'll give you my life my soul and all that I am like I won't give it to another. Thank you for being my moonlight and the best melman ever with thousands r. I love you, and you only. If I should die tomorrow, please don't still go to another island and know that you made my life worthwhile (:
Now, I'm going to beat you in pet society.

(Right there now on 98.7 ; Miley cyrus - See You Again )

Good morning Bugs of all over the world, lol. Shall be more hardworking nowadays and blog often since really, I have nothing much to be flying around. But anyway, if I get a little more hardworking, I would not be the same pita you fell for, won't I? No, I can't be that terrible person. HAHAHA. ( wait, I shall put nds into my bag )

If You had not noticed, I just took 1.43 minute, hahahah. Laughed tremendously a lot nowadays, even on the smallest silliest stuff. But that's okay, that's alright. Quote nisah; Pita happy can already la. hahahaha. Uh-huh, that's my girlfriend right there :D who by the way was being thick-skinned yesterday night, like always anyway but only noticed it yesterday. HAHAHAHA, takde la :D

I'm vistting one of my friend's house with haha right now. Woke up earlier with the thrilled thought I'll be getting another 500 from the sky, but people like to crush my hope nowadays, hahaha. Shall get back after school. ( EEEEEEEEEE, some people never bathe their pet, FLIES AROUND!, hahahaha ) Going to go library afterwards when cindy is back from school later, which is noon. My gee, How come me that levels up above her come home so much earlier. Omy, am I a loser like what mizi always says? Onooooo, hahahaha. Oi mizi wake up la, it's already 6:26 hahahaha. Don't be irritated already when you're reading this with your slow pc; Holla at me aye. hahahahaha

This post actually getting very lengthy, and actually becoming; quote meme- redundant. Hahaha, but I bet you're still reading up till here. Speaking of who, I shall put down " send meme test paper ASAP" on my organizer, hahaha. She's the busiest girl ever( with 100 x)! OI DATE ME LA, whalao. hahahaha. Shit shit, got lots of things to do - coursework report presentation test! I wanna lepak with the bestest girlfriends everrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!

I have to go because I have to bathe but I'll be back loved one, HAHAHAHA eeeeeeee, kthxbye.

Pet society is the sex, fuking amazing. HAHAHAHA. Nayyy, don't tell my mam I just spoke explicit. But seriously, it's fun. Probably because that's because thats the only thing I'm good at, but WHO CARES. me likey, hahahaha.I just bought a freezer and I'm saving up for a 15,000 cute bed and meanwhile haha got to sleep on cindy's cheapo bed. HAHAHAHA. like fun only :D

Today was a happy day. I finished 1/4 of my report. BUT WAIT THAT'S NOT IT! hahahaha. It's my love bestfriend sister and longtime-soulmate 's birthday! I'm not good with words but happy birthday and I love you the most most most most, top most :D
Right, moving on; met Hailey for a while just now, met mizi for a while just now and going to meet adilah for a while too. HAHAHAHA. I've been with haha all day long, haha needs new clothes! there's this tube that costs a bomb, but ohmygosh sooooooooooooooo nice. Oh oh oh, for whoever gotten their O, I hope you do good.HAHAHAHAHA.

Okay la, shall go play with haha. Peter's so lonely, maybe I'll drop by. hahahaha.LOVEYA!:D

Such a lazy sunday. Rawr

Yes, I woke up early like I told mizi I would be. Decided to change my blogskins because it's getting passe. It's not showing half the capability I could liberate in making a dope blog, but it's 2 minutes to 9 o'clock in the morning, so pardon me.

I dreaded today coming at the loss of losing yesterday. Yesterday was so secured, no tiff no nothing. Today is a brand new day, and who knows what's tagging on the way? But, you create your own problem. I'm not half as bad as what my mind makes me to be. All I'm lacking is a chance for myself. So, I'm gonna do that. For 2009, I shall do better, be better. In every sense of the word that is. Yeap, nod.

I have to run later, have to have. And then meet dilah if she's not busy, go for love's barbeque and chillax. For now, shall eat my cereal. G'bye

Happening too fast.

School been alright though I barely can say hi to anyone, yet it's all good in the hood.
Life's been alright though I barely can get a reply, yet it'll all be good in the hood.
Why can't we linger a bit longer?
Rawr.

The price I had to pay for not taking care of my long hair worths my a month of pocket money, which is shit. But all in all, there's nothing much I can do. School been fun, thank you. Love yoll (:

First day was " A-ok ", so like people said. hahahaha. It was fun with anisah and yiling around. At least they can take all my nonsensical ramblings. Lecturers were all nice. Getting new laptop tomorrow. YES, hopefully. hhahahahhaha. Lots of cacthing ups to do. Till then rotters (: